"If Only"

This is my first ever publish poem. It was published last June 2004 in "The Torch". My friends are my inspiration to make this poem. This is coming from my heart.

If only I can see you tonight,

I would hug you tight.

To lighten my massy burden,

That I badly feel in my blue heart.

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If only I can hear your voice,

I would sing with you and rejoice

Dancing with the soft melody

While holding your hands close to me.

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If only you were here,

Together we can share

The friendship that we deeply care,

Forever it will linger.

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But it seems that you're so far away,

That I cannot glimpse you everyday

Here I am alone........watching the plane that passes by,

Hoping that you will never say "GOODBYE"

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The Beauty of the meaning on every experience in our life depends on how we make it beautiful and meaningful

(JB)

update to myself

New pics with Viberly

This is taken just now in the cafe near Viberly's house. We hang there, we listen music and yeah taking pictures....

With my friends

Hello this is me. I just take this picture right now. I am with my two friends. And they are also my co-dancers in Sinanduloy Dance Troupe.

This is Almay Oco. She is the sister of my best best buds Alma Oco. She is also beautiful, right. She is fragile but quite strong. She loves to laugh.... She have many talents. Actually she already has a Title in our Place. She is the " Ms Talent " during the Ms. Tangub Search. Plus she won as the 2nd in DanceSport competition in our school.... She is also quite intelligent and smart..

This is Joy Maxilom. She is my cousin.... She is Kikay... Likes to emote. She loves fashion. Charity...charr... Actually, I like her long hair, she like to cuddle. She is sweet and charming.. One thing I noticed about this girl is that she always had her shoulder bag wherever she go. And guess what, the color of her bag is sky blue, and then her earings is sky blue. In short, a la-fashionesta... We call her Ms. Yeah... because everytime you say something and feel that she agree, always say, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, and finally Yeah....

This is finally a bond of friends... We look as if we are really having fun.. thanks to my friends...

Fifteen Facts of Life

1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much that they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some other way.
3. The only reason anyone ever hates you is because they wanted to be like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone even if thet don't like you.
5. Everynight SOMEONE thinks of you before going to bed.
6. You mean the whole world to someone.
7. Without you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique in your own way.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists and loves you.
10. When you make the bigger mistake ever, something good comes out from it.
11. When you think the world has turn its back on you, take a look and you most likely turned your own back to the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting waht you want, you probably won't get it. But id you believe ion yourslef, you ill probably sooner or later will get it.
13. Always remember tha compliment you received; forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel musch better when they know.
15. If you have geat friends, take time to let them know that they are great.

GOD (My Thanks and Prayer)

Dear GOD,

Lord thank for another day you give to me. Thanks for the happy moments shared with my friends and family. Lord, guide us always, protect us from evil, lead us in a right path do not bring us to any temptations and sins. Lord I cannot promise not to commit sin because I am only a human but I will try myself not to.

Lord thank you for my father, I love him so much. And also thanks for my mother, she is always there for us. We are so blessed having parents like them. Thank you also to my brothers and sisters.

Lord, Thanks for the stars and the moon.
THANK YOU SO MUCH

Eugielene

Update

Hello everybody....
Sorry for taking long time to update my blog...
Actually this is an update by request.

The weather today is so fine. Ohhh... lastnight we had a night swimming in the pool because its a get together party with my friends and co dancers in Sinanduloy Cultural Troupe. We really had fan. Although I got scars because Kiray push me in the pool... But its ok.. A good experience and a remembrance.

As of now, I am busy in my dance practices. We will be having a back to back dance show with the San Carlos Dancers in Cebu this coming November 28 as an opening in Christmas Symbols Contest. You know, our city is the known as the Christmas Symbols Capital of the Philippines.

I think thats all for now....

"Short Stories" and "Sayings"

A heart Breaking Story....

The xgirlfriend confronts the xboyfriend:

xgf : How dare you play our dong in your wedding ceremony?
How dare you pick my favorite color as your motif?
How dare you choose are aniversary date as your wedding date?
How dare you look at me before you kiss your wife?

The xgf breaks down and cry.....

xbf: Because thats the last and only way I could pretend that you are my wife....



We wouldn't be this strong,
If GOD is not with us.
We often forget HIS presence
Coz of our business,
But still GOD is there to remind us
How beautiful life could be with HIM..

"Put GOD on top of Everything you do and you wouldn't go wrong"

Because

"In GOD we trust and Nothing Hard at all"

Eugielene L. Tulin

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Hello Update

Hello to all! My friends, my family, especially my brother. So, sad but he's already not here. He left last day. But we really had fun time when he was still there.

Ohhhh.... I miss my cousin, Reina. Reina, how are you there. I heard that you got a new cellphone. Please text me naman for update. You know, I miss you na. Do you see the stars last night. There were lots of star... I miss the time when we used to see stars at night..... And waiting that (I think las trip) plane...

GOD BLESS US ALL!

An Honest talk with the LORD is the first step in finding real peace of mind. Do it everytime you Sleep.

EUGIE

Saint Margaret

Saint Margaret, also known as Margaret of Antioch, virgin and martyr, was formerly celebrated by the Roman Catholic Church on July 20.
According to the legend, she was a native of Antioch, daughter of a pagan priest named Aedesius. She was scorned by her father for her Christian faith, and lived in the country with a foster-mother keeping sheep. Olybrius, the praeses orientis, offered her marriage as the price of her renunciation of Christianity. Her refusal led to her being cruelly tortured, and after various miraculous incidents, one of which involved getting swallowed by Satan in the shape of a dragon, from which she escaped alive, she was put to death.
The Greek church knows Margaret as Marina, and celebrates her festival on 17 July. She has been identified with Saint Pelagia -- "Marina" being the Latin equivalent of the Greek name "Pelagia" -- who, according to a legend, was also called Margarito. We possess no historical documents on St Margaret as distinct from St Pelagia.
An attempt has been made, but without success, to prove that the group of legends with which that of Saint Margaret is connected is derived from a transformation of the pagan divinity Aphrodite into a Christian saint. The problem of her identity is a purely literary question.
The cult of Saint Margaret became very widespread in England, with more than 250 churches are dedicated to her. Believers consider her a patron saint of pregnancy. In art, she is usually pictured escaping from the dragon.
Her cult was suppressed by the Roman Catholic Church in the 1969 reform of the liturgy, on the grounds that she did not in fact exist. She was formerly one of the Fourteen Holy Helpers

Life in Bohol

This is the chocolate hills found in Bohol. Yeah, its not like chocolate because the grass is already color green. But actually during summer, it is really like a chocolate because the grass will turn into brown. The history of this site is that, long time ago, this part of the country is an ocean that is full of corels, And as the years passed by, the waters gone. And they said that if the corels exposed to sunlight it will rise up and that it becomes hills... this is just an overview of the place.






Do you know what is this animal? Perhaps some of you knows but not all. This animal is found in Loboc River in Bohol. This is the smallest monkey in the world. Do you know that everytime they sleep they dont close there eyes. But this kind of animal is really very fragile.

To be continued....

Some of the "Sayings" I like most

LOVE starts from eyes,
Grows with dreams
And ends with tears.
But FRIENDSHIP starts with a smile,
Grows with an understanding
And ends with death.

Even if times slips away
Without a message from me,
You dont have to worry about our friendship,
Because beyond words I'll always be AROUND.

I can never change the direction of the wind,
But I can always adjust my sails,
Just to reach you.
Hope we'll stay in touch for the rest of our lives,
And remain good friends till we can.

It hurts to say GOODBYE
To the person you almost give your life to
Knowing that life wont be the same without him
But its better to give up the feeling
Rather than to know YOU are the only one fighting.

Who would have thought you were just a stranger
Who used to passed me by
Without even saying "HI" or "HELLO"
But now you are someone with whom
I shared the best moments of my life.

Never pray for an easier life,
Pray to be a strong person.
Never pray for tasks equal to your power,
But for power equal to conquer all tasks.

Sometimes, you have to fight
For something to make everything alright.
You give your best and you give your all.
Yet, you still lose.
But if ever you get tired,
Tell JESUS, He'll take the fight,
And win it for you.

Sometimes you need to be alone
To find yourself,
To think and realize something,
To become better.
But if you need someone to talk to,
Just hang on...
because GOD is exciting waiting your call.

Never rest in serving GOD,
Until the GOOD is BETTER
and the BETTER is BEST.
For the fruits of TOMORROW,
Are in the seeds of TODAY

Dont think to much of the problems in life,
They are just testpaper given by GOD.
To see how much we learned in His subject.
"LIFE" if you think you failed,
Just review it through prayers.

Friends are.........

Being friendly is a good character. Hooooo.......... I have many friends, and I am proud of having them. As I imagine my friends are almost a hundred. Some of them are now in their journey of life. Some are now living abroad. Some already got married and have children. Some are put in jail because of elligal drug addiction, some are now a professional one. And the sad is some already passed away.

That is the way of life. In our lives, there are things that will come and go. Life is like a wheel, there are times that you're at the top and there are times that you're at the bottom. The technique when you are in the bottom is that you should not lose your faith and courage that someday you will reach the top and there you will see the sun shining for you.

In myself, I do believe that its better to have friends than having boyfriends. Its better to lose boyfriend than to lose bestfriend. I rather trust a friend than a boyfriend. There are some boyfriend who takes advantage in their relationship, which will soon disappoint the girl. As I observe most broken hearted man or woman rather talk to their friends than their parents. Because we can express our feelings totally.

My friends....... my friends.... my friends. My mother always tell me that "Do not rely to much on your friends because there are friends that are not true, there are some friends who will push you down instead of helping you up". I know parents advices are good and no parents will push their children to worse. As what I am seeing now, I am happy having those friends. I know it will c ome to me (what my mother told me). As what I said "Life is like a Wheel".

Tomorrow!!!!

Tomorrow is gonna be my final demonstraion in Information technology. Well, I need your support guys, pray for me to mission accomplish (heeheehee).

Anyway, I really dont know what to write here now. I cannot think. Well, as long as I put anything here its fine. I can put the English Alphabet here if you want... heeheeheehee.. or our own alphabet..

anyways, have a nice day to all of you guys..
And ohh... say "hi" to Hermie and Jap.. I miss them.

God Bless us all
EUGIE

I am back

Hello, I am back atlast. Its been a long time already I did not update my blog. You know, many things happen during the day when I was gone. A story about my friend who tried to kill herself many times. The car accidents in the city plaza. And ofcourse the time when we won as the grand champion during the Pagsalabuk Dance Festival in Dipolog. That is the reason why I got no chance to put to update my blog. But anyway, here I am now. I will try to give to time to check or put any update about me.

Welcome back Eugielene (heeheehee)
Welcome myself... plus I wake very early today. and my morning is very nice.

GOD BLESS US ALL!!!

The story that will make me cry

This story is really very, very nice. I makes me cry after I read it
There it goes:



Sally jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room.
She said:"How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?"

The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it."

Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?"

The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university."

Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair.

"Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked.

Sally nodded yes.

The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.

The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the university for study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom." She went on, "My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could."

Sally walked out of Children's mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car. The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room. She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep. It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Laying beside her on the bed was a folded letter.

The letter said:

"Dear Mom,

I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say I LOVE YOU. I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD! And guess what, Mom? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good-bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him?' "God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children. Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I have to give God His pen back now. He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm, sure the food will be great. Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore. The cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery! How about that?

Signed with Love from: God, Jesus &Me.

"No Time, No Time"

I knelt to pray but not for long, I had too much to do.
I had to hurry and get to work For bills would soon be due.
So I knelt and said a hurried prayer,
And jumped up off my knees.
My Christian duty was now done
My soul could rest at ease.
All day long I had no time
To spread a word of cheer. No time to speak of Christ to friends,
They'd laugh at me I'd fear.
No time, no time, too much to do,
That was my constant cry,
No time to give to souls in need
But at last the time, the time to die.
I went before the Lord, I came, I stood with downcast eyes.
For in his hands God held a book;
It was the book of life.
God looked into his book and said
"Your name I cannot find.
I once was going to write it down...
But never found the time"

What is life without YOU!

I could not imagine how could I will be like this without you. Ever since in my life, I am always thinking "What if you are not there beside me, will I survive?". I feel ashamed because for the things I had asked, then you gave it to me, and for all those things sometimes I forgot to say "Thanks!". Ohh, how I feel bad, and I feel sorry. Sometimes I can only remember you when I got troubles and problems. And yes, you are there, offering help and never close your door. You are always there listening me confessing all my troubles. Why, you did not let me think of you when I am not in trouble, when I am happy? Because what I want is to share it with you. Why is it that you are always silent when I am fine. And me, myself, why is it I do not remember you?. Tell me, Am I bad enough to do this to you?.

O Lord, I am thankful because despite of my being annoy, you are always there for me. You always extend your arms for me. I am sorry if sometimes I got problem, and then I cant cannot hold myself but to blame you. I am really sorry. I am just a man.

Lord GOD, Thank you for all the things you give to me. And I hope you will never leave me. And always guide me in everything.

Thank YOU!!

Feel I am losing.......

Today, I really feel that I am losing some of my friends. Why is it like this? I feel sad, I dont want to lose them. Why is it that they are always leaving me? Am I not good?


Eugielene, cry out loud.....
Cry, cry, cry. Remember all things may come and go.

Its all like this!

Today is my Graduation Day

Today, I finally graduate in my Bachelors Degree and after this, I dont know what to do. I think I should fine job and support myself because I am planning to get a masteral. I hope I can do this.


May GOD always bless me... I cant live without GOD in me...
And I want to thank you GOD for helping me all in my problem in College. Though I dont see you but I feel you and I know you help me a lot... And Thank you for my Parents who are always there for me to support in everthing. Thanks for joining me in crying when I have a problem in my school ( I know this sound funny but its true they joined me, especially my mother). And also, Thank you to all my friends. And finally thank you to my far away friend (Nathan Wolfe) to serve as one of my inspiration. You are one of a good example of a strong man. You teach me how to be strong. Thanks for everything, though we dont see each other but you help me a lot, lot, lot and lot... Thanks for being there... I will be STRONG too. You are all the people behind in all my success.... And Once again Thank you, thank you very, very much...

EUGIE

My Birthday!!!

Today is my birthday, March 07. This is gonna be a long story. This birthday is quite different to my passed birthdays.. And I will continues this later.. Because I am really very busy now... and this is part of the story......................

See then........................

EUGIE

When I Come to Heaven

When I come to heaven Lord, I hope I can bring with me;

My beloved people, friends and my family.

They're my treasured possessions I never can own;

For they are not mine but yours alone.

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Lord I wish the fulfillment of my dreams;

To be together with my family and friends.

What a wonderful place heaven would be;

When I can see my beloved people all there eternally.

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(This is dedicated to all my family and friends)

The Foundation day!

It was a very bright day. The sun shines at 5:47 in the morning. I left in the house at 7:15 am. As I came in the school, there I saw students fall in line according by course. The parade started at exactly 8:00 oclock in the morning.It was leaded by the City's Drum Corps, then next were Reserve Officer Training Corps, followed by the Midwifery Department, then Department of Office Administration, then Education and Commerce, then AB department and Computer Department where I belong. And the faculty and staff as the second to the last which is the School's Drum Corps. I got really hard to get along my group because its so crowded. And it was also the parade of the Miss Charter Queen Aniversary and Miss ADTC Foundation. As we go through the city, students broke their lines. It is because the sun is really hot although it is still in the morning. I dont know why the sun shine so wild this day.

During the parade, as we came along the Rizal's Statue, department officers gave an attendance slip to those who is in the line. This slip will be one of the requirements for the final clearance and whoever lost or have no slip will have a fines of Php 20. This is done to make the students participate every activities the school will have. When it is done, we get in the GYM, where proper foundation program start. The master of the ceremony was my teacher-friends, Dr. Bonifacio L. Loquias Jr. and Mrs. Maricelle M. Nueva. "Today is our 23rd Foundation Day" They said.... and so on and so on.... After the welcome address by the City Mayor, a farewell walk by the last year's Queen, then a coronation for this year's Queen and runner ups... The emcee said "Congratulaions for all of you". Then their comes many photographers who wish to get a photo of each of them who were crown. To be continued....

The day!

Valentines Day is already passed but I still dont see my valentino....hahahaha... But its ok, Just this afternoon I came from my friend's house because its her birthday.... We really had a very fun time.

Ohhh.... the blind date is really so fun... Imagine I was blid date to a gay.. owssss... he looks more girly compared to me... he was afraid of the lizard... ouch..... but anyways, its already a long time I did not update my blog. I am really very busy preparing some of my project, plus I got this problem in my AI subject because we are ask to make a computer game, and it should be submitted within this month, I really got no time, I doubt if I make it done this month, but I will try to talk to my instructor to give us extension... Hah.,,life of a students is really like this and like that. But we dont have any choice but to make this all done or else "GOODBYE" graduation.... heeheeheeheehee....

We have to struggle, struggle and struggle. Because its where are future start...

EUGIE

The Power of Faith

Do you know how much is the power of faith? Life is nothing without this couage, strength and most especially the faith. But what is faith without work. Some says I have faith in me. Yes, they have faith but whats the use for it if its only in the word. Faith is done with work. It is not enough  when we say "I have faith in GOD" but you did not do what GOD's want you to do. Its useless!

 

There are miracles happen especially to those people who are ill. Some says that "You were healed by your Faith" Do you hear such things like this? Yes, I hear things like this and believe it. Do you believe that man who is near to GOD is those who are test by nature and have many problems. This is because they are test how strong is his Faith. Some people when put in such situation, what they do is, they curse GOD, they blame HIM.

 

 

"Put GOD on top of Everything you do and you wouldn't go wrong

Because

In GOD we trust and Nothing Hard at all"

 

Eugielene L. Tulin

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Just If......

If tomorrow, i should never wake up,
I wanted to say I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for what I've done, and what I haven't done.
I could have done more, I should have done more.
If I harmed you, yelled at you,
Ignore you, or didn't care....
I'm sorry!

If tomorrow, I should never wake up,
I wanted to say Thank you.
If me and you were the best of friends,
Thank you for always being there.
If me and you only talked once and a while,
And didn't go to the same parties,
And were not good friends:
Thank you for humbling me...
You are not perfect, but I am not either,
But thank you for having a part of my life.


If tomorrow, I should never wake up,
I wanted to say everything I never had time to.
And in my absence may you'll always remember
The music that I sang and played, the good things I've said and done,
And the smile and happy moments I shared with you.
Lastly, I say: I Love You and I will always remember you...

This poem is dedicated to all my friends...
Eugielene