Happy Birthday to my Father in Law, Papa Larry Strand

It's still the 29th of March in the US today but it's already the 30th here in the Philippines and it's my Papa Larry's birthday, my father-in-Law's Birthday. I so hope to spend more on your birthdays together in time. The boys are missing you so and I know as well as James. We want you to know that we love you so much. Hoping for the day to come that you will be able to come and visit us here. That would be so awesome. Have a wonderful blessed Happy Birthday to you Papa.

Happy Birthday to a Sweet Daddy, Loving Grandpa Larry Strand. We wish you more years to come and more fruitful days. More blessings from GOD above. We love you bunches.

The Battle (Darkness vs Light)

Life on earth is always a battle between good versus evil. It's up to you which one you choose. Whether you choose to walk in the darkness and experience the horror in life. Or in the road where you can see light in the end. GOD give you free will to choose. If you choose the wrong path then you suffer the consequences. Whichever you choose is always GOD's will. You might be put in the wrong choice but it teaches you lesson and make you a better man. Remember you wouldn't be what you are right now without that choice you made in your life.

Some are fortunate enough to experience good things without so much sufferings and pain. Some are lucky to win the battle in life facing the consequences. And so sad to say, but some didn't survive the power of evil.

GOD wants us to be strong and to not be afraid. HE is always with us both good times and in bad. HE wants us to win the race believing that HE is with us. HE wants to see us reach the finishing line. HE wants us to experience HIS glory.

Remember there is always LIGHT after the STORM!!

GOD bless us all everyone!!
Eugielene

Strikes...

I had been in a long road of knowing GOD's place in my life. No matter how I keep telling myself that GOD will always be there for me. But there were times when problem strikes and that made me wish to die there and then. I know problems are constant in life. And some said GOD will never give you a problem which you can't handle. I believe that, but why there are those who end up their lives because of it? Maybe they were being defeated by the devil of guns or knives that pushes them to do so for the reason to scape. I understand this people because I had been in the same situation as well. It is so hard to fight against evil thought, a thought that is sometimes very convincing.


The road that I walk in was never been easy for me and I know still will never be easy. I am being enfold by good and bad things. It is so hurting to see someone you love struggles a lot because of emptiness. I know I once wished to give them little comfort of life but sometimes made me think want to give up. Because I have a heart of being Merciful as they call, can't stand watching someone in pain and struggle. Do you think, I like this feeling? I so wish I don't feel this way, and in that way, I couldn't feel anything, you know like a rock. But can't change it, I am this and will always be like this. Sometimes I wish to disappear.

Oh well, as I think it back, Problem is equal to life because life without problem is nothing. Who are those people who have life without problem? Abnormal or Normal? So I will continue to deal with this everyday reality thing. Hoping that GOD will keep holding on me. Despite of times I'm feeling nothing and left alone looking for someone to blame (ends up questioning HIM).

Be strong "ME".

Cure of my boredom!!

I was in the office and I got bored. My boss was not around, she was in Manila and will be staying for a week. So instead of sitting in my chair making my butt sore and hot, I made this photo of my babies.


This is Xavier Dean (Napitupulu) Nonweiler. I gather all Xavier pictures by year. It took me like almost an hour to look for pictures. Although I am not so certain of the date of the picture so instead I just put the Month and Year, its based on the picture being posted and taken. Xavier being a baby got this chubby face but he is becoming good-looking as he grows. He could be a heart breaker.


This is Xylon Keith (Mabulay) Nonweiler. Just like what I did to the first one, I gathered pictures of him and took me just a half hour since I almost have had his old pics. He is a kind of a chubby baby too and smart kiddo. He has a big smile, that always shows the side chubby chick when he do. He got a chinese blood and it shows to his eyes. He sure be a handsome man in time.

I am so proud to have them. They really are making my day good. Made me laugh, touch my heart and made me dance. I am happy I am their Mommy!!