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I am born not rich but rich in love. I have a good family, good friends. I already taste the life's bitterness but also taste life's sweetness. I am just simple, Friendly and understanding. GOD fearing. I believe in GOD so much. I just cant explain it here but deep in my heart I know , I feel it.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

My heart speaks (for my life)

Lord thank you for all the lessons you bring to my life in the year 2009. I feel so blessed and thankful to you for keeping me still and making me strong for all those times when I felt so down and thinking that I lost everything. I know I am not the only one feeling this way like having bad lucks in almost everything. There were those people experiencing problems harder than mine. And I saw them trying hard to stand up and wanted to start a new life inspite of all those pains and hardships they been through. 2009 already ends and I wanted to start my new year 2010 a new life. I want to tell you, I am so sorry for sometimes questioning your power. What I felt those times was that I am so alone. That you never hear me. I never realized that you never left. I am sorry for being so human. Now I can tell that if all of my friends turn away from me or whatever the world throws in me I know you are always there beside me. I just have to feel and realized it.

For my family, thank you for being an inspiration. Thank you for the problems you shared to me, for it makes us feel a family. I will continue to fight life's misfortune and will continue to love you and protect, you my family.

For all my friends, thank you for making me laugh and making me feel loved. For making me feel special. For reminding me that life is worthy. For telling that I am beautiful inside and that I deserve a good reward.

For the man who bring so much pains and heartaches in my life, I already forgive you. As you also a human that commit mistakes. I just wish that you won't do it to other anymore before its too late. That every mistakes you did will throws back at you, flashing back in front of you. As I told you " live life in a good way".

For my future, I will continue for being Eugielene. I will try to be more strong. I will stay the way I am. I will continue to be good. I will continue to love and maybe get hurts in the process.

And lastly, I will continue to search that someone for me which is my happiness. Someone that I will love and will love me in return. A love in both body and soul. I am hoping to meet you on 2010 the next chapter of my life.

Once again, Goodbye 2009 and welcome 2010.
Peace on Earth, and Peace of mind.
GOD speed.

Its me
EUGIE