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I am born not rich but rich in love. I have a good family, good friends. I already taste the life's bitterness but also taste life's sweetness. I am just simple, Friendly and understanding. GOD fearing. I believe in GOD so much. I just cant explain it here but deep in my heart I know , I feel it.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Twin Fiona and Fayne


This pics I am posting here is the twin baby of my Ate Arcelie. Their names are Fiona and Fayne. They were named by Ate Jenjen who is now living in London with her husband.

The purpose I am posting this is upon the request of my Aunt Arcelie which I like to do too. Well, I already posted their pictures here before when they were still 2 months old. I think you can find it in the archives section.

Another reason why Im posting this is for Ate Jenjen. Hello ate Jenjen, here are twin fiona and fayne. Actually, I have a lot of their pics but I got no chance to post it here because it cannot fit here so much. But if you want to see the other pic its in the flicker in the left side of this blog as well as jacob, jason and Ate Arcelie.

Anyways, Ate Jenjen if pwede may I have your email add para next time kung naa ko picture nilang fayne
ug fiona I can send it directly in your email. Because what I can post here is just a minimal number of pics..
GOD Bless you ate Jenjen and to Kuya Paul too.
Peace and Love of GOD be with you all always..!!
Mao ni ako email add ate jenjen eugie_3784@yahoo.com

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

SEX, FAMILY and LOVE in accordance to GOD



Sex

It’s on billboards and TV, in magazines and movies. It’s in the music we listen to, and floods the internet. Sex is suggested by styles of dress. It’s been used to destroy the innocence of children and has made a mess of way too many lives.

Sex is definitely here to stay. Easy to get, anytime with whomever, no commitment, and no responsibility.

But sex has come a long way from the original design GOD intended. That’s right – believe it or not, sex was designed by GOD. He created men and women different physically for the purpose of sexual intimacy. Although one purpose for the sexual relationship is for bringing children into the world, GOD also planned for sex to be pleasurable.

Everything that GOD created has purpose. But it also has order. GOD’s design for sex, then, must be enjoyed within the boundaries of marriage, love, and a lifetime of commitment. Beyond this, sex results in confusion, conflict and chaos.

Outside marriage, sex does not build up self-worth, but rather destroys it. Those who use it as currency to “buy” things they want emotionally or physically end up bankrupt.

Sex that us practiced outside of GOD’s plan has long term consequences, like the heartache of unwanted pregnancies, abortion, rape and other forms of sexual abuse. Then there is the long list of tragic sexually transmitted diseases such as HIV/AIDS.

GOD’s design for sex is something quite the opposite and a whole lot better! Those who wait until marriage not only avoid the dangers of premarital sex, they are also setting themselves up for a lifetime of discovery, satisfaction and fulfillment within marital love. And that’s something worth waiting for

“If it feels good do it, right? Besides, we’re in love.” Thought 1

* There’s a lot of confusion about sex. But GOD’s plan is clear. He made sex for a husband and wife. This physical union is part of the commitment these two people share.

GOD”s desire is for you to be pure in every area of your life, including your sexuality.

* If you make the choice to wait to have sex until you are married, you will find that GOD is in the business of keeping you pure and helping you out when you are tempted. He offers strength and places in your heart the desire to do what’s right.

* If you have already had sex outside of marriage, GOD is in the business of second chances. He offers forgiveness and a fresh start.

If you have ever been forced to have sex, GOD is in the business of restoring what has been stolen from you. He offers healing and freedom from the pain of the past.

“It’s your choice” Thought 2

Family

The family is the most important social structure of any society. The choice of a lifetime marriage partner is certainly one of the most important decisions a person can make.

Every family is unique, with each marriage partner bringing experiences and values from his or her own family. Unfortunately, there is no such thing as a perfect marriage, a "marriage made in heaven." There are, however, principles that, if followed, will help each family to be all that GOD intended it to be.

First, is the foundation of love. Jesus demonstrated this principle by laying down his "rights" when he came to earth to live as a man and died onthe cross. If we truly love our spouse and our children, we would be living to lay down our lives so that they mights live in some emergency situation. The true test, however, is if we lay down our rights and demands on others inthe everyday situations of life. Love is proven not just by the words we say, but also by our actions.

Second, is the foundation of respect. Family members must show respect for each other, even when there is disagreement on a particular matter. This is where healthy communication plays an important role. If we offend in any way, we need to quickly ask forgiveness.

Third, is the foundation of commitment. No matter what happens, commitment is necessary for a family to survive. There are many voices in contemporary society that tell us if the marriage is not working, just get out. But this is not the solution. GOD is the solution and help can be found through prayer, studying GOD's word, and the wise counsel of those who love GOD.

Fourth, before you marry, be at peace with your own family as much as is possible. Unresolved conflicts will often be reflected later in the relationship you have with your husband/wife, children and in-laws. Ask forgiveness of those you have offended and forgive those who have offended you, no matter how deeply you have been hurt. Freedom comes when we learn to forgive others in the same way that GOD has forgiven us.

"I just can't get along with my family. I can't wait to leave home." Thought 3

Love

According to psychologists, the most basic human need is to love and be loved. There is no power greater than love. It can motivate people to do things for others they wouldn't normally do. Some even give up everything for the sake of the one they love.

But if love is such a beautiful thing, so essential to life, why is there so little if it in the world? Why is there so much hate? The answer is simple. True love is more than a sentimental, gushy feeling. Love is a decision, a choice we each must make. Teh greatest demonstration of love is to give our life for the person we love. GOD did that. Even before we were born, he demonstrated his great love for us when he gave his only son JESUS to die on the cross for our sins so we could have forgiveness and eternal life inhim. That is what love is. It gives, selflessly, even sacrificially. It unconditionally provides for the one that is loved.

This kind of love comes only from GOD, for GOD's very being is love. So when men and women rebel against GOD by settling up their own value system, rejecting the authority of GOD, they lose the very source of true love, that is GOD.

Away from the source, love becomes temporary rather than lasting. It becomes selfish and demanding. It seeks what it wants rather than the good of the one that is loved. It takes, rather thangives.

But when we connect with GOD, his love enables us to love others as he loves, even our enemies. We can love others without expecting or demanding anything in return. GOD's love gives and forgives. It is constant, dependable, and lasting. It fulfills and it satisfies the deepest need.

This kind of love is free and available. We only need to come and connect with GOD through his son JESUS CHRIST, and that love will flow freely in and through our hearts to others.

Friday, May 29, 2009

Getting rid of boredom!!





During boring times, I think the best thing I do is to take picture. Pose it like this and post is like that... I dont care how it looks atleast boredom gones with fake smiles and feelings hee heehee




Anyway, I dont remember when did I took this picture. I think it was last Month when I was in City Cafe 1 and then City Cafe 2. I am not so sure. But atleast nothing is change in my face. But actually, I was so bored at the time, and what you can see here is that I was like so enjoy.. Well, this is a fake feeling.. hee hee hee

Anyway, here is something I wanted to share to you especially girls like me. and for you to think .....

There is a girl who fall enlove to a stranger. Then there came another man who always make her day bad and ruins everything in her. Then this stranger will suddenly appear and help her and make her smile again. She wanted to ask this stranger but he is always silent, (a type of one question-one answer). And it happen to be that the stranger and the man she hated the most were friends since kindergarten. She was always laugh out in the street because of this man she hated always did something wrong for her. There is nothing she can do but to cry and cry. Then again this stranger came and lean her his shoulder to cyr on and let her borrow the handkerchief.

And so on.. and so on... The girl fall enlove the stranger but the stranger is also fall enlove to someone else. What happen is that the man that she hated the most fall enlove to her.....


What do you think to this LOVE TRIANGLE? What is the best thing to do and who is the nest one to choose!!

Take note: The girl got to know this man he hate, and she find out that he is not totally a bad person, he is sweet and romantic but just wild sometimes and she is used to it. But this stranger is like her hero and a knight in shining armour..

Why is it.....!!

Well, my day is not so fine honestly. I just woke this morning feeling so sad, its like I was carrying the earth. I dont know the reason why I felt it. It just happen the moment I open my eyes. And until I arrived in the office the same feeling I have. Although there were my friends who tried to make me smile and it somehow help.

But why is it like this?

Well, this is not only the first time I felt this way. Many times. But I just let it pass. But I feel different today, does it have meaning?... Well, as usual, I will just imagine and think what will happen... I often made a conlusion out of all my feelings..... always be "maybe its like this......, maybe its like that...." and I cant help myself but to come up in many conclusions. You know, advance thinking... They said that "its better to be advance than late".

Maybe this is just the fruits of my many imaginations. Maybe effect of my burdens. Abstract burdens. See, this is one of my conclusion.

So, nothing will change I will still have to make this pass and see what happen. I always like this. Beside, within my self I pray that maybe everything is for GOOD...

"EUGIELENE, Eugie" I need to trust GOD on everything..., He is the only one knows everything.
I will just sleep on this.....

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

Our Trip in Dumaguete

Our trip in Dumaguete City last April 26 to May 2 , 2009 was fun and very exciting. We went there to join the 1st Internationl Dance Exchange Workshop. Its about exchanging culture dance in the people in the world. This is created so that people in the other country will know our culture and folks as well as the openness and acceptance of the culture in other countries.



People in Dumaguete is really very welcoming. Especially the mayor of Valencia City, He was so good and nice. Thanks for your warm acceptance. Our show there was very uploaded. I never thought that there plaza will be crowded. Lots of people were there to watched the show. By the way, we are not the only one who dance that evening. We are five performers, two groups in the Philippines: (Sinanduloy Cultural troupe and Batangan Dance troupe), one group in Sri Lanka (Sri Lankan Dance troupe), one group in Singapore (Persadaku Dance troupe), and the last is... ohhh I forgot what is that troupe again.. Im sorry.. but Im sure you guys are really a good performers too... anyway, this show was held April 28 in the evening. Our dinner was after the show but its okay because before we start we had a hard snack...

Our next show was april 30 in Tanjay City. This place was a very nice one to stay. Though its a little far from where we had stayed. But in the trip going there was fun. We are all six performers, added by the China group (called Xiamen Xiao Pai Lu Dance Troupe)... Everything here was really good. We just had a little problem in the back stage because the space was so small for all of us... Although there is an air condition its still so hot there maybe because we are too many.


Anyways, until next time of my life story here. An update.. As of now.. I cant write many words because I have a problem right now but not too big...

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Thank you!

Thank you for the smile
That used to greet me each day.
Though the smile was now taken away
By someone who's in your way

Thank you for the best way
That makes you a special part of me.
Though the part was now taken away
By someone who's in your way.

Thank you for the love
That used to inspire me each day
Though the love was now taken away
By someone who's in your way.

Thank you for the sweet memories
That used to remind me each day
For I know, sooner they will fade away
For there is someone who is also waiting in my way.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Super tense...

During the day, we are so busy preparing our props and designing our costumes. We sacrificed our lunch time just to have a practice in the stage. Its the only way we can use the stage because lots of agencies are already been scheduled.

We took our lunch at past 2:00 in the afternoon. It was fun actually because of the food Bulalo... Anyways, during the contest proper it started at exacly 7:00 in the evening. I know we weren't ready for the competition. I can sense it because everybody under the power of tension. And me too. It was funny because I have been in lots pop dance competition but I still felt this way. We need to jump and jump to warm up our body and to get rid of self nervous.

We prayed for all the participants to have present of mind and no more mental block. The dance was then so fun because we were applauded by the judges. We got the second place. Supposedly, we are the first, I mean the champion, there somebody in the other agency file a petition for us because of just one props we used. It is not a hand props. But its okay, inour hearts we are the champion. And we did have fun.

Another thing is, I was so surprised because I never thought that my mama, my cousin, my sisters and my auntie and my niece will be there too to see me dance. WoW, for the first time in my life they saw me dance a pop. I was so happy.... They only saw me dancing a folk dance. I treat them for a snack then tour them to the City plaza. I was the tour guide.

I still have to get a copy of the video that my friend took during our dance. Sad because he wasnt to make a video of the whole dance because his camera was out of memory space. But its okay, because I saw the vid and was so nice...

It was a very , very good day for me. Only GOD knows my happiness....

Its me then,
EUGIE

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Additional pics



These are the pics I wasnt able to download last time. Today We had a dance practice for the Pop dance competition this coming Sunday. The plan for tomorrow is to go to the mall for the costume then proceed to rehearsals again.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Christmas Choral Competition

Hello Friends. I got here a picture when I was in the Hotel in Iligan City for our cultural show there. Actually, I still have more pics but I got problem in downloading them. I only used my phone to send it here. But I will try to do it again nad hope will work.
Anyways, lastnight was the Pamaskong Handog Choral Competition for both Local and National Employees here in our City. We got the third place in the choral and fourth place in best in Costume. I wish I did got the chance to take pics but I was so busy receiving the raffles for draws. All presentations were really intertaining. They are so lovely in gowns. I wish I could wear one of those gowns next year. (Ohhh... how would I look...hhmmmm..)
So, lastnight because of my busyness I forgot to eat my dinner that's why at 2:00 pm, my stomach is knocking. I just had a small pack of a dice hopia to eat. I forgot to have my dinner, I was preparing this giveaways for the judges then prepared the consolation prizes and the Door Prizes. When I got home, that was the time I had my dinner.
During the raffle draw, I was assigned to take note of the winners. And it was hard because I couldnt see the paper, big lights were off. So, instead I used my phone to make lights. 10 lucky persons got the 10 consolation prizes then another 10 got the door prizes. oh, how I wish I win lastnight. hee hee hee... But, its not new to me, as I know I am not lucky when it comes to things like this..so no wonder... But if I win, that would be a BIG SURPRISE to me.. ha ha ha ha.
Well, the program ended at past 12:00 in the evening. After I scort the judges to their rooms for rest, then time for me to go home too. I arrived home at almost 3:00 am.
I need more energy to work everyday. GOD give me the strength I need. GUIDE me always.

Monday, December 15, 2008

The Show...

Our show in Iligan City was quite well. We just got a problem in the stage because it was so small for us to dance. But everything goes well. an Uploaded dance presentations. Lots of people watching the cultural expo. There were two participants; (SInanduloy troupe and Bag-ong Ozamiznon Truope). Supposedly we will have a back to back show in the evening but our trainer told the facilitator that we should present at 3:00 in the afternoon. So, we did.

Then after the show, went back to the hotel where we stay then sweet dreams...... Early in the morning we went back to Tangub.. I was fall asleep while in a travel. I sleep in the bus....

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Update.. update and update

I havent been here for long. I think I need to put some words here once in a while. Well, nothing is new to me so far. Still the same busy in my dance practices and to my work....

Its raining here almost everyday. Well, its really christmas here. The streets are very WOW... and awesome...

I wish be happy this christmas..

EUGIE

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

A Glass of Milk

One day, a poor boy who was selling goods from door to door to pay his way through school, found he had only one thin dime left, and he was hungry.

He decided he would ask for a meal at the next house. However, he lost his nerve when a lovely young woman opened the door.

Instead of a meal he asked for a drink of water. She thought he looked hungry so brought him a large glass of milk. He drank it slowly, and then asked, How much do I owe you?

You don't owe me anything, she replied. "Mother has taught us never to accept pay for a kindness."

He said..... "Then I thank you from my heart."

As Howard Kelly left that house, he not only felt stronger physically, but his faith in God and man was strong also.. He had been ready to give up and quit.

Many years later that same young woman became critically ill. The local doctors were baffled! They finally sent her to the big city, where they called in specialists to study her rare disease.

Dr. Howard Kelly was called in for the consultation. When he heard the name of the town she came from, a strange light filled his eyes. Immediately he rose and went down the hall of the hospital to her room.

Dressed in his doctor's gown he went in to see her. He recognized her at once.

He went back to the consultation room determined to do his best to save her life. From that day he gave special attention to her case.

After a long struggle, the battle was won.

Dr. Kelly requested the business office to pass the final bill to him for approval. He looked at it, then wrote something on the edge and the bill was sent to her room. She feared to open it, for she was sure it would take The rest of her life to pay for it all. Finally she looked, and something caught her attention on the side of the bill. She read these words.....

"Paid in full with one glass of milk" (Signed) Dr. Howard Kelly.

Tears of joy flooded her eyes as her happy heart prayed: "Thank You, God, that Your love has spread broad through human hearts and hands."

There's a saying which goes something like this: Bread cast on the waters comes back to you. The good deed you do today may benefit you or someone you love at the least expected time. If you never see the deed again at least you will have made the world a better place - And, after all, isn't that what life is all about?

The hardest thing to learn in life is which bridge to cross and which to burn.....


GOOD FRIENDS ARE LIKE ANGELS, YOU DON'T HAVE TO SEE THEM TO KNOW THEY ARE THERE.

Friday, October 31, 2008

A Friend's Promise

If you need to talk,
I’ll listen.
If you need to cry,
I’ll hold you.
If you feel lost,
I’ll help guide you.
If you need to be angry,
I’ll let you.
If you’re feeling afraid,
I’ll comfort you.
If you’re feeling attacked,
I’ll be your defense.
If you need to lean awhile,
I’ll give you a shoulder.
If you’re feeling unsure,
I’ll be your confidence.
If you’re feeling alone,
I’ll be the friend who won’t leave you.
If you need to learn to trust again,
I’ll prove to you that you can.

Monday, September 08, 2008

Remember Me This Way (Jordan Hill)

Every now and then
We find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all

Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found
I know you can't stay
A part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To such a gentle mind

If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
And I know that you'll be there
Forever more apart of time, you're everywhere
I'll always cares


And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you
I'll be standing by your side and all you do
And I won't ever leave
As long as you believe
You jus believe

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Where is the love

Dear Mom,


U made me with Dad. When you found out I thought that you will be happy, but instead, you punched your womb and got angry. You went to the doctor for a consultation. The doctor injected something. It felt hot and burned my skin.

It hurst me Mom, it hurts. When I came out your problem were gone. I am really sorry that I am in you. I hope that making me came out undertime made you happy. YOu may never hear this from me, but I LOVE YOU Mom, I really do.

Your Child
"Letter of an aborted baby"

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

One Friend

I always thought you were the best;
I guess I always will.
And I felt that we were blessed,
And I feel that way, still.
Sometimes we took the hard road,
But we always saw it through.
Sometimes the world was on our side;
Sometimes it wasn't fair.
Sometimes it gave a helping hand;
SOmetimes we didn't care.
'Cause when we were together,
It made the dream come true.
Someone who understands me,
And knows me inside out.
And helps keep me together,
And believes without a doubt,
That I could move a mountain:
Someone to tell it to.
If I had only one friend left,
I'd want it to be you.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Feels like it is real

I was walking in the road going home, but my feet brought me to this unfamiliar place. Everything was really unknown to me. It’s a place where I never seen before. But I saw my family there, my mother, my father, my sisters and my brothers. I saw them waving their hands to me and asked me to come inside the house. They told me that its our house but its not I am sure of that, I know the shape of our house. I look around; lots of people are walking in the road where I am standing. Lots of kids are playing. They greet me as if they really knew me. But I never had seen their faces before. They are aliens to me. I can see, we have lots of neighbors. I don’t know, I think I was just dreaming. But there is nothing I can do but to believe to my family that this is it.

My mother holds my hands and bring me to the house. As I open the door, everything suddenly vanish, all is gone. And I found myself left alone in this place where everything is dark. I don’t see anything. Very silent. I wonder where the people gone and my family, I cant see them. I just keep standing. I can’t say any word, I am speechless. Suddenly a little bright light appear above. I look at it, it gets bigger and bigger every time it winks, and form like a human. It is really a very, very bright light thing. I saw hands with rays of a light, a body and a face. I can see his hair and eyes but I could not explain his looks. And I was late to notice that it’s GOD trying to talk to me, trying to hold my hands, trying to say something. Its JESUS.

I kneeled and hold his feet tight. I was crying so hard. I asked HIM "Why me?" But GOD didn't answer. I asked HIM again "Lord, why me?" But still I don’t get any reply. I don’t know why my question goes like this. I close my eyes and tell everything I feel at the very moment.

"Lord, I am sorry. Please forgive me if I have sin you. I can't say that I am really a good person, but I am not bad either. I don’t know if I did things that make you happy. But I am so THANKFUL having this chance to see you and talk to you. I know there is someone there who deserves this more than I am. But still you choose me. I don’t know, why me?"

I hold his feet so tight, and I cried to loud and hard. Then I feel a very freezing air blows in me. I am still kneeling, and I keep at that position for long hoping to hear some answer on my question. The light slowly disappears. I don’t want to let it go but it totally gone for a few seconds. I cried and cried and wish that I got the answer. I look around; I noticed that I am in the middle of the forest. I can hear the voices of the birds, the sounds of the trees and the whisper of the wind. I close my eyes and open again and do it many times. And for the last time I open my eyes, I see my face crying out of grief. I don’t know why I see myself like that. What does it mean?

I close my eyes and open again, I see my pillow. Now I am in my bed. I was dreaming. That sorrow of my face woke me up. It was just a dream but it feels like it is real. I still feel the cold in my body as I woke. Its still 2:00 o’clock in the morning. I can’t help myself but to cry at the moment. It is a dream that hit me. I don’t know what it means. One thing I am sure of, that GOD is always there for us, whether you are good or bad. Everyone deserves everything.

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

Good one

A man woke up early in order to have his morning devotion (prayer) in the lords house (church).He got dressed, set on his way to the lords house.

On his way to the church, the man fell and his clothes got dirty. He got up, brushed himself off, and headed home. At home, he changed his clothes, and was, again, on his way to the lords house. On his way to the church, he fell again and at the same spot! He, again, got up, brushed himself off and headed home. At home he, once again, changed his clothes and was on his way to the lords house (church).On his way to the house of God (church),he met a man holding a lamp. He asked the man of his identity and the man replied 'I saw you fall twice on your way to the house of God(church), so I brought a lamp so I can light your way.
The first man thanked him profusely and the two were on their way to the house of God (church).Once at the house of God (church), the first man asked the man with the lamp to come in and pray with him. The second man refused. The first man asked him a couple more times and, Again, the answer was the same.

The first man asked him why he did not wish to come in and pray. The man replied, 'I am Satan'. The man was shocked at this reply. Satan went on to explain, 'I saw you on your way to the house of God (Church) and it was I who made you fall. When you went home, cleaned yourself and went back on your way to the house of God (church), God forgave all of your sins. I made you fall a second time, and even that did not encourage you to stay home, but rather, you went back on your way to Church.

Because of that, God forgave all the sins of the people of your household. I was afraid if I made you fall one more time, then God will forgive the sins of the people of your village, so I made sure that you reached the house of God (Church) safely.'

So do not let Satan benefit from his actions. Do not put off the good you intended to do as you never know how much reward you might receive from the hardships you encounter while trying to achieve that good. For your righteousness can save your family and nation at large. Do this and see the victory of the lord.

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

We Belong

I've tried to tell you
So many times this feeling of mine
But it's not that easy
Letting you know
How I love you so

Complete me, you complete me
I've never felt this way
Complete me, you complete me
Like words and melody

Don't you know that we both belong, baby
Don't you know that we will last forever
Don't you know that we both belong
I knew it from the start

Hoping that someday
For that hello, just a simple hello
And maybe tomorrow
I'm the reason you'll smile
And you make my day

Together, you’re my shelter in the pouring rain
I just hope that you will see
You and me we belong

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Food for thought

  1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I amwith you..
  2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make youcry.
  3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn'tmean they don't love you with all they have.
  4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart
  5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowingyou can't have them.
  6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is fallingin love with your smile.
  7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be theworld.
  8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste theirtime on you.
  9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the rightone, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to begrateful.
  10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
  11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to dois keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next timearound.
  12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try andknow someone else and expect them to know you.
  13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

    REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

Just nothing else to do


Hello Everyone... yeah, its been a long time already I havent updated my blog.... I know, lots of things happen here... But I really got no time to write it one by one because of my busyness...

But anyways, what I am writing here is just what I did this morning... I was looking to my old pictures and then....... suddenly I was like doing this.... getting all my solo pictures and joining them together....

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

"More about TRUE LOVE!"

What is LOVE? A multimillion dollar question that even genius could not come up with a perfect definition. Nothing make sense until someone feels in love.

"Love is not blind!" It has the power to see what the naked eye cannot. "Love lingers forever". It is an ever fixed mark that looks or tempest and is never shaken. It does not bear with the remover to remove or alters when alteration comes.

Love is Divine, holy. it is great! However, there is no greater LOVE than this; than to lay down ones life for HIS friends.

A true great love can bear the pain and longitude of waiting even if it takes forever. When confused about love, follow your heart. It may not always be right, but you will have the memories to make you smile. If your head tells you one thing and your heart tells you another thing, before you decide, you should first think whether you have a better head or heart. It's okay to kiss a fool or let a fool kiss you but never let a kiss fool you.

Don't find love; let it find you. That's the way it's called falling in love because you can't force yourself to fall, you just do fall. Never be ashamed to show love when you feel it, because one day you might realize that love is already afraid to show itself to you. To love someone is to have courage to walk away and let go the other one who wishes to be free, no matter how much it hurts.

Never say "I LOVE YOU" when you don't even care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a heart if you mean to break it. Never look in the eyes if all you have to say is a lie. And never say "HELLO" if you mean to say "GOODBYE". Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. On the course of love, people must teach their hearts to be brave enough to hold on when things go wrong. Most relationships are like traffic signs - One way, two way, do not enter, slippery when wet, no U turn, no left turn, but what I like most is give way

Words and hearts should be handled with care for once words were spoken and hearts were broken, its the hardest things to repair. The simplest pick-up lines don't have so many words. All I need is "I", for me to say: "LOVE", for me to share it; and "YOU", for me to give it. Don't shed your tears to someone who hurts you. Don't feel sorry if you fall when you tried your best. Someone's out there who are more deserving for your time and love. If I tell you I LOVE YOU, you shouldn't wonder why, or now, or since, or for how long because I won't have a single answer except to tell you again.

In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who wins or who losses, what's important is that you know when to hold on and when to let go. It's the presence of love that makes us want to live. if your heart is broken by the time you truly love, don't let go of the love for the person, but let go of the person. You'll never know love maybe sweeter the second time around. It's hard to find true love 'cause people are too caught up looking for the perfect person. True love is not finding the perfect person but being perfect to someone else. Love knows no reasons. Love knows no lies. love deletes all reasons. Love has no eyes, but love is not blind. It can see but just doesn't mind. We are sometimes afraid to say "I LOVE YOU" instead we say "I MISS YOU" but often misunderstood; Leaving the one's we love on which we don't realize that they are also feeling the same way we do.

LOVE, not because the person is the only one but because the person is the one you are willing to give up everything because it's worth fighting for. It's hard to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do. Love is not how you forget rather how you forgive. It is not how you listen but how you understand, not by what you say but what you do and not by what you receive but what you give. True love wants his/her happiness. If you love someone, don’t hold back, never hide your feelings, never economize your love and most of all, never take the person you love for granted because you may never know what you have when it is gone.

Sometimes we think that loving someone is such a risky thing. How else would you win if you don’t take chances? You don’t lose by giving you lose by holding back. Never try to impress someone for him/her to fall in love with you, ‘cause when you do, you will keep the standard for the rest of your life. Never rush in love, it never runs out. Let love be the one to look for you so that when you start to fall, you’ll always know that your feelings are sure. Yes, it drives you crazy, it makes you mad, jealous, and sad and even caused you sleepless nights, it breaks your heart. Come to think of it, it’s healthy to fall in love.

True love is not when the heart beats faster or even faster but when it beats no more and the love is still there. If you have a reason why you love a person, you are using your mind. But if you love a person with no reason at all, then, you are using your heart.

Love is not a word to say when you feel guilty or the right word to say when you like a person. But love really matter when you share your thoughts, mind and heart. How do I say goodbye to someone I never had? Why do tears fall for someone who was really never mine? Why do I miss someone I was never with? Why do I love someone whose love was never truly mine?

Don’t be too good – I might miss you!
Don’t be too caring – I might like you!
Don’t be too sweet – I might fall!

Monday, February 18, 2008

Additional picture



This first two picture with all dress up white was during the dinner party after the Crystal anniversary last November 30, 2007. We're really having fun. I missed some of the guys because some of them were not here right now because they gone to far places...
























Another pic was just taken last night, Feb. 17, 2008 during our practice for the NCCA Seminar. This was taken in the backstage ( which is the dressing room ) after dinner... The girsl were, me, Julie Mea, Keverly, Madel; and the boys were Dwight and Vouchard....

Monday, February 04, 2008

This was me.....

Hello everyone once again..... Peace be with us always. Actually what I am writing here is all about my letters when I was younger. I was cleaning in my room yesterday when I saw this old things of mine............. A LETTER........ I read this and I find it a little bit funny........ The first one was my letter to GOD dated February 12, 1998, when I was 13 years young and two days before Valentines Day. Then the second one was my another letter to GOD dated August 19, 1999. When I was 15 years youngs.....


My Everdearest GOD,

First of all I would like to greet you an Advance Happy, Happy Valentines to you! An how are you for being a prince?
Lord GOD thank you so much for all the good things you give to my family. And for all the food that we received.
Lord I wish that my family be happy always and peace should always be there. and Lord GOD forgive us for all our sins we done.
Lord, once again HAppy Valentines!!


Your daughter,
Eugielene L. Tulin

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Dear GOD,

Before anything else, I should have greet you first in your wonderful home a very warmth "Hello".
Father I send this letter because I want to ask for your forgiveness. I am sorry for all the bad things I have done. And Lord I wish that you will guide me always. Protect me from evil.
take me away from temptation. And Lord watch me everyday and everynight. and help me in my studies.
Lord, one of my greatest wish is to have a pet-friend, a friendly, big, white bird. But I know Lord its so rare to have this kind of pet today. Father God if this will come true, this would be the happiest moment in my life ever and I wont forget this day. But Lord I wont hope to much for this because I really dont know what would be your decision. But if ever this wont come true, can I ask for another one as a substitute for the first one? My other wish is to learn karate so that I can protect myself, my family, my cousins and my friends.
Lord I have lots of wishes and I know you know it already. But I wont hope to much on this. I am afraid to fail because I know I know its impossible. But Lord that's why I am telling this to you because I know when it comes to you there is no impossible. You can do everything because you are so powerful. No one in this world can defeat you.
Father GOD, once again, I am sorry for all my sins. I pray for those bad people. Let them change and repent then let them follow the good way of life. And also for those children who doesn't feel the love and care of their parents, Lord I pray for them and to their parents to feel in their hearts the worthyness of their children. And that they should love them and let their children feel the love and care from the parents.
Lord I still have many things to tell youbut Im out of paper. And I think I need to stop now because I already asked many things from you.
Lord don't leave me. Live in my heart now and forever.


Your daughter,
Eugielene L. Tulin




I didnt know this was me before......... This was my way of praying.......... heeehehehehe something like funny...............

Friday, February 01, 2008

Hello everyone...........

The weather today is fine but me........ I dont think so if I feel fine... At first, I was fine but a sudden change of mood..... I dont know why,,,,, ? Maybe I was just bored and feel sad...

But anyway guys, I thought I will have a long break after our dance competition in cebu.. But I was wrong because it was announced to our meeting yesterday that we will be having 4 shows this February plus the repeat ferformance of the Crystal anniversay... The shedule of our shows are February 9-10: thanksgiving and dance presentation, february 22:cultural show, february 24: another cultural show; and lastly fubruary 28-29: Repeat performance and City charter anniversary.........

I guess, I have to gain more energy starting right now.......... more vitamins and more vegetables, energy drinks would be good....

Love you all GUys....
GOD BLESS US...

Sister Eugie

Thursday, January 31, 2008

My plan.........

Hello everybody.... Peace be with us always...

Today, I am collecting stories and saving it in my email. Its been awhile I havent read a stories. And I miss this things.... Well, I am planning to make a story at my own... or something like an essay... The title would be "1 devided by 3". I choose this title instead of "3 devided 1" because I guess this is best suits to my story later.... I know this would take long time to finish... But I try to do my best to finish this earlier (not so fast)........

Making stories is not easy... the story should coming from your heart... or it could be your feelings.... SOme writer make a story because they have their inspiration......

anyways...
GOD BLESS US....

Sister Eugie

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

True Love

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True love is when you
shed a tear and still want
him. It's when he ignores
you and you still love
him. It's when he loves
another but you still smile
and say "I'm happy for you."
When all you really
do is CRY.... and CRY.
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Thursday, January 03, 2008

Symbols of Christmas in Our City

Hello, Philippines and Hello World. Welcome to my blog once again.........................................................................................


Hello guys... Sorry for taking so long to update my blog. As you can see, I am busy in my dance practices because we have lots of shows. Plus we hosted a dance workshop for teachers this year. Which makes me really feel so tired because its not easy to demostrate a dance to hundreds of peoples... But not only that, you know this people are not all good dancers. So, it takes time before they can perfectly get the steps..... ANd its tired to demonstrate a step over and over again. But its okay, because this is where I am happy... I just Apologized for rarely visit and update my blog. I know, some of you guys are really wants to grab my newest photos..... Escpecially during our shows... I f you to grab a pic.. just add me in your friendster.. eugie_3784@yahoo.com.. Or, I have my flicker in this blog... its at the left side....


Ohh... My christmas was really very fun for me.... I got a gift from my boss. Then I received a leeter from my best friend in Manila. Finally, she remember me.

Then the picture is what you can see in our City Plaza. This is built by the different agencies in Tangub City. Each agency compose of a bonafide employees in Tangub. They build this in their own imagination. One of the concept criteria is that, each symbols must have a Star, Christmas tree and Belen....

I took this picture the night of January 01. Yeah, A new year..... I turn around the plaza just to take picture. And guess what, I am alone at this time. I finish taking picture at almost 12 in the evening.... THat I was home at 1:30 am. It was not purely a picture taking because I saw my old friends. Then we're talking about our happenings and achievements.