I am done taking my Civil Service Examination. Last night I couldn't sleep well thinking that today will be the day.
Yesterday, I spent my whole day with my friend Rose in the City Cafe. She will be taking the exam as well. We were studying for the exam. I was hoping that some of our classmate will come join with us but they weren't able to.
Anyways the exam was quite difficult. Well, most of the takers said so and I am one of those...hehe. I had been thinking so much of this Exam. That I hope I will pass and all of my classmates and friends who will take too.
During the exam I was nervous because I was almost late. The examiner told me to hurry up. (And to mention, one of the takers wasn't able to come because I saw one vacant sit in front of me). My body was cold and I feel stunned but I pray to GOD to please calm me down. I didn't expect to be late because I thought I was early enough. But I was wrong, maybe it was because I used 25 minutes of it walking in the road and waiting for a ride.
Answering and reading the test paper was really giving me tense feelings. For me it was, because my mind was so much consume on "Am I right?", "Is this correct?" and another thought which driving me nuts was to make sure its not a mess when shading the answer sheet. We were being told the right way to blacken the sheets because the checking machine is very sensitive. So we should keep the answer sheet clean and tidy.
Thank GOD because I got to answer all the questions (To GOD be the Glory). I remember my feeling after the exam. I felt like very light, I feel like I was floating. Maybe part of it was that "finally I am done and no more studying and thinking for the exam".
Outside the campus where the exam was held, I saw my teacher and some classmates in the review center. They were waiting for me and others. We gathered together and say a prayer that GOD would bless this day and the exam and that we will be successful.
For now Only GOD knows. Whatever would be the result everything will be according to GOD's will and his Purpose.
But I pray GOD will grant us the best!!
GOD will lead the way. Keep the faith, hope and courage. Believe in miracle. There is no impossible to GOD. "Put GOD on top of everything you do and you wouldn't go wrong because in GOD we trust and nothing hard at all"
About Me
- Eugielene (Ladaga) Tulin Nonweiler
- I am born not rich but rich in love. I have a good family, good friends. I already taste the life's bitterness but also taste life's sweetness. I am just simple, Friendly and understanding. GOD fearing. I believe in GOD so much. I just cant explain it here but deep in my heart I know , I feel it.