Time fly so fast. It's almost one year James and the boys are here in the Philippines and almost half a year we are married. Everyone in the family is seem well adjust. We are getting used of being around, things we learned everyday with everybody. Although there are some times that things seems harder to handle but as what we (James and I) keep telling each other to surrender and throw it all to GOD first hand, things are working well which I believe it is GOD's will.
Life without problems are nothing as they said. Life is like a rainbow I believe. Different colors, different problems. When our life seems okay and we try to maintain things as it is, then there came worse scenario that could distract us. What frustrates me is that some people around cannot stand us being happy. They seem jealous on how we get through things.
One of the biggest factor I hate most is those ones who tell me whats the right thing or the best thing for me. People who are happy to pick or point our things I should do. Actually, they don't know exactly what I felt about it. They said they care about me. YES, it's true. But I define it pakialamera, chismosa, tirang, gossips.
What's very annoying to me is when they said I'm taking care of children not my own blood, that I should have had my own. That it's different to have one. That they are not my children. Don't you have heart people? What kind of people are you? So evil? Forgive my words but I'm fed up of things like this. Yes they don't came from my own flesh but I love them to death like my own. Don't you understand that people? I'm sorry, I just wanna voice this out.
So much for that. It only gives me a high blood pressure. Some people are just jealous seeing me happy. That they don't have what I have. But overall, I am thankful to GOD for everything. The happiness I feel today is not like yesterday. And everyday is different.
I'm sorry for my harsh words. But I love James and I love our boys. I married James and I accept everything about him. So people get over it, coz if you can't then you will live your life full of jealousy.
