Feels like it is real

I was walking in the road going home, but my feet brought me to this unfamiliar place. Everything was really unknown to me. It’s a place where I never seen before. But I saw my family there, my mother, my father, my sisters and my brothers. I saw them waving their hands to me and asked me to come inside the house. They told me that its our house but its not I am sure of that, I know the shape of our house. I look around; lots of people are walking in the road where I am standing. Lots of kids are playing. They greet me as if they really knew me. But I never had seen their faces before. They are aliens to me. I can see, we have lots of neighbors. I don’t know, I think I was just dreaming. But there is nothing I can do but to believe to my family that this is it.

My mother holds my hands and bring me to the house. As I open the door, everything suddenly vanish, all is gone. And I found myself left alone in this place where everything is dark. I don’t see anything. Very silent. I wonder where the people gone and my family, I cant see them. I just keep standing. I can’t say any word, I am speechless. Suddenly a little bright light appear above. I look at it, it gets bigger and bigger every time it winks, and form like a human. It is really a very, very bright light thing. I saw hands with rays of a light, a body and a face. I can see his hair and eyes but I could not explain his looks. And I was late to notice that it’s GOD trying to talk to me, trying to hold my hands, trying to say something. Its JESUS.

I kneeled and hold his feet tight. I was crying so hard. I asked HIM "Why me?" But GOD didn't answer. I asked HIM again "Lord, why me?" But still I don’t get any reply. I don’t know why my question goes like this. I close my eyes and tell everything I feel at the very moment.

"Lord, I am sorry. Please forgive me if I have sin you. I can't say that I am really a good person, but I am not bad either. I don’t know if I did things that make you happy. But I am so THANKFUL having this chance to see you and talk to you. I know there is someone there who deserves this more than I am. But still you choose me. I don’t know, why me?"

I hold his feet so tight, and I cried to loud and hard. Then I feel a very freezing air blows in me. I am still kneeling, and I keep at that position for long hoping to hear some answer on my question. The light slowly disappears. I don’t want to let it go but it totally gone for a few seconds. I cried and cried and wish that I got the answer. I look around; I noticed that I am in the middle of the forest. I can hear the voices of the birds, the sounds of the trees and the whisper of the wind. I close my eyes and open again and do it many times. And for the last time I open my eyes, I see my face crying out of grief. I don’t know why I see myself like that. What does it mean?

I close my eyes and open again, I see my pillow. Now I am in my bed. I was dreaming. That sorrow of my face woke me up. It was just a dream but it feels like it is real. I still feel the cold in my body as I woke. Its still 2:00 o’clock in the morning. I can’t help myself but to cry at the moment. It is a dream that hit me. I don’t know what it means. One thing I am sure of, that GOD is always there for us, whether you are good or bad. Everyone deserves everything.

Good one

A man woke up early in order to have his morning devotion (prayer) in the lords house (church).He got dressed, set on his way to the lords house.

On his way to the church, the man fell and his clothes got dirty. He got up, brushed himself off, and headed home. At home, he changed his clothes, and was, again, on his way to the lords house. On his way to the church, he fell again and at the same spot! He, again, got up, brushed himself off and headed home. At home he, once again, changed his clothes and was on his way to the lords house (church).On his way to the house of God (church),he met a man holding a lamp. He asked the man of his identity and the man replied 'I saw you fall twice on your way to the house of God(church), so I brought a lamp so I can light your way.
The first man thanked him profusely and the two were on their way to the house of God (church).Once at the house of God (church), the first man asked the man with the lamp to come in and pray with him. The second man refused. The first man asked him a couple more times and, Again, the answer was the same.

The first man asked him why he did not wish to come in and pray. The man replied, 'I am Satan'. The man was shocked at this reply. Satan went on to explain, 'I saw you on your way to the house of God (Church) and it was I who made you fall. When you went home, cleaned yourself and went back on your way to the house of God (church), God forgave all of your sins. I made you fall a second time, and even that did not encourage you to stay home, but rather, you went back on your way to Church.

Because of that, God forgave all the sins of the people of your household. I was afraid if I made you fall one more time, then God will forgive the sins of the people of your village, so I made sure that you reached the house of God (Church) safely.'

So do not let Satan benefit from his actions. Do not put off the good you intended to do as you never know how much reward you might receive from the hardships you encounter while trying to achieve that good. For your righteousness can save your family and nation at large. Do this and see the victory of the lord.