The strike that hurts

Noon, ang saya ng buhay ko. Walang problema, ang daming kaibigan. Masaya lahat. Pero alam nyo ba nabago ang lahat simula ng magkaroon ako ng nobyo. Kaibigan ko siya simula noong first year college. Noon, nanligaw siya sa akin pero hindi ko pinansin kasi concentrate ako sa pag-aaral ko. Hanggang sa natapos ko college ko.

Ngayon mayroon na akong trabaho, pero muli bumalik ang dating manliligaw. Pero ngayon sinagot ko siya. Pero takot ako. Pero ok naman noong una. Masaya kami, ang sweet pa niya. Kwento dito, kwento doon. Tawa dito, tawa doon.

Pero bakit ganito ngayon ang nangyari. Bakit ipinagpalit niya ako. Ang sakit naman. Hindi ko alam kung ano gagawin ko. Wala naman akong ginawang masama. Iniwan niya ako. Ang sakit. Wala na kami. Bakit ganito? Sinaktan niya ako. Ang sakit ng nararamdaman ko ngayon. Dito sa puso ko, ngayon ko lang naramdaman ang ganito. Ang sakit pala.

Sana hindi nalang siya nanligaw ulit. Sana hindi ko siya sinagot. Tinuruan lang niya puso ko kung pano umibig. Sana, hindi na ako na enlove sa kanya. Sana hindi nalang ako nagmahal. Di na sana ako nasaktan ng ganito. Bakit ganito? Siguro, I was born not to be loved but only to be hurt. Ang sakit ng naramdaman ko ngayon. Dito ko nalang ibuhos lahat ng sama ng loob ko. Lahat ng hirap. Gusto ko siya makita ngayon pero ayoko.

Siguro, ngayon, concentrate nalang ako sa trabaho ko at sa pamilya ko. Sa kapatid ko. Doon ko nalang ibubuhos lahat ng oras ko. Bahala na kung tatanda akong dalaga kaysa naman mapunta lang ako sa lalaking walang namang kwenta....

A lot of.....

The weather today is not so fine. Last night it rained so hard that makes the night so cold. But its ok, because I like sleeping with that falling rain.

Anyway, there are a lot of things happen to me this weekend. The first one was that, we went to the beach with my cousin Babilyn (Reina's Elder Sister) and all of her pamangkins. It was so fun. Second one, was that the game volleyball. Ohhhhh.... it was a good play, because we win atlast. It was a very close fight because the opponent was so good in handling the ball, but ofcourse we didin't give up. We fight and fight, we give our best. We lost in the first game but then we won in the second one. And ofcourse we got the champ in the final... The third one is that, my Ate Melanie is not already with us in the office because she is now teaching HRM in the state College.. Ohhh... I missed her already, I missed our big laughs.... She was the oldest in our office. Another thing is on of my greatest badnews this week because I got herpes on my lips....oh,oh,oh,,,,, its is so OUCH....At first I feel a little itch in my lips and then there it goes..... a herpes, a herpes... And the last one is that Mark telephoned me this morning and told me that he is coming here next week. And ohhh.. today is our second monthsary... I miss him too.... And ofcourse a DATE, a DATE again but his not here, all I have to do is wait and wait for him to be here....huhuhu...

See you all guys... Always remember, put GOD on top of everything you do and you wouldn't GO wrong...

I've Fallen For You (by: Frenchie Dy)

What is this i'm feelin'
I just can't explain
When you're near,
I'm not the same.
I'm tryin' to hide it,
Try not to show it.
It's crazy
how could it be

CHORUS

I've fallen for you
Finally, my heart gave in
And i'm fallen in love
I fin'lly know
How it feels

When you said hello,
I looked in your eyes.
Suddenly, I felt good inside.
Is this really happ'nin?
Or am I just dreaming?
I guess, it's true.
I can't believe

I've fallen for you
Finally, my heart gave in.
And I'm fallen in love
I fin'lly know how it feels
So this is love...

Doesn't matter where I am,
Thoughts of you still linger in my mind
No matter what time of day
I've really, really
Fallen for you...

I've fallen for you Finally, my heart gave in.
And I'm fallen in love
I fin'lly know how it feels
So this is love..

All About "Love Qoutes"

Hard to accept that the person I loved the most cant be with me.
I dont wanna give up but I have to.
I wanna fight but the pain weakens me.
How can I be truly happy when my OWN HAPPINESS has left me?

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Its Hard to wait for someone who has no plan to arrive.
Hard to understand someone who never explains.
But its harder to live without that someone who makes hard things worthy.

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Love is a cycle.
When you loved, you got hurt.
When you got hurt, you hate.
When you hate, you try to forget.
When you try to forget, you start missing.
And when you start missing, eventually you fall enlove again.

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Its hard to fall inlove again when you are still attached to your past.
You must learn to let go and open your heart to someone else.
Its not easy to do.... but sometimes YOU just have to..

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