"No Time, No Time"

I knelt to pray but not for long, I had too much to do.
I had to hurry and get to work For bills would soon be due.
So I knelt and said a hurried prayer,
And jumped up off my knees.
My Christian duty was now done
My soul could rest at ease.
All day long I had no time
To spread a word of cheer. No time to speak of Christ to friends,
They'd laugh at me I'd fear.
No time, no time, too much to do,
That was my constant cry,
No time to give to souls in need
But at last the time, the time to die.
I went before the Lord, I came, I stood with downcast eyes.
For in his hands God held a book;
It was the book of life.
God looked into his book and said
"Your name I cannot find.
I once was going to write it down...
But never found the time"

What is life without YOU!

I could not imagine how could I will be like this without you. Ever since in my life, I am always thinking "What if you are not there beside me, will I survive?". I feel ashamed because for the things I had asked, then you gave it to me, and for all those things sometimes I forgot to say "Thanks!". Ohh, how I feel bad, and I feel sorry. Sometimes I can only remember you when I got troubles and problems. And yes, you are there, offering help and never close your door. You are always there listening me confessing all my troubles. Why, you did not let me think of you when I am not in trouble, when I am happy? Because what I want is to share it with you. Why is it that you are always silent when I am fine. And me, myself, why is it I do not remember you?. Tell me, Am I bad enough to do this to you?.

O Lord, I am thankful because despite of my being annoy, you are always there for me. You always extend your arms for me. I am sorry if sometimes I got problem, and then I cant cannot hold myself but to blame you. I am really sorry. I am just a man.

Lord GOD, Thank you for all the things you give to me. And I hope you will never leave me. And always guide me in everything.

Thank YOU!!

Feel I am losing.......

Today, I really feel that I am losing some of my friends. Why is it like this? I feel sad, I dont want to lose them. Why is it that they are always leaving me? Am I not good?


Eugielene, cry out loud.....
Cry, cry, cry. Remember all things may come and go.

Its all like this!

Today is my Graduation Day

Today, I finally graduate in my Bachelors Degree and after this, I dont know what to do. I think I should fine job and support myself because I am planning to get a masteral. I hope I can do this.


May GOD always bless me... I cant live without GOD in me...
And I want to thank you GOD for helping me all in my problem in College. Though I dont see you but I feel you and I know you help me a lot... And Thank you for my Parents who are always there for me to support in everthing. Thanks for joining me in crying when I have a problem in my school ( I know this sound funny but its true they joined me, especially my mother). And also, Thank you to all my friends. And finally thank you to my far away friend (Nathan Wolfe) to serve as one of my inspiration. You are one of a good example of a strong man. You teach me how to be strong. Thanks for everything, though we dont see each other but you help me a lot, lot, lot and lot... Thanks for being there... I will be STRONG too. You are all the people behind in all my success.... And Once again Thank you, thank you very, very much...

EUGIE

My Birthday!!!

Today is my birthday, March 07. This is gonna be a long story. This birthday is quite different to my passed birthdays.. And I will continues this later.. Because I am really very busy now... and this is part of the story......................

See then........................

EUGIE